A life update – February 2021
At this point, I will just title all my post with ‘a life update’ lol Hi there! It’s been more than a month since my last post. Also, I didn’t post anything on my birthday, 2 weeks ago. Yeah, I turned 22 this year. And this was the first year where I wasn’t excited for my birthday at all, as well as the Chinese New Year. There’s just too much energy wasted there (if there was energy left to waste). I started to withdraw myself from a lot of stuff. I restrict my post on my social media, and started an anonymous account somewhere on the internet to write things that I believe will never fit here. Those consists some uncomfortably personal things that I don’t want people in my circle to find out, but I want to get out of my head. Writing has always been my coping mechanism and currently is the only way for me to maintain my sanity. I express things better through writing, I guess. I also have been very quiet and only talk a lot with my therapist whom I see once a week.